SELAMAT BERPUASA ^^

OMG , lpe na wishh an ? todayy da pose ke4 kott , soryy guys lpe na wish ^^, okeoke , nw i wish . ehem ehem SELAMAT BERPUASA BG UMAT ISLAM , TA POSE TALEY RAYE OKE ? :DD heheh . i akap kt org , cm laa i ley pose an an ? beeshh ohh bulan pose neyh . sume na mam ad jea , ag2 kebab ! susa toh na crik tyme ary bese :) air pon same , mcm wrne ad . ahahah , jz pick n pay . bg yg mls laa ^^ bulan pose neyh , beshh gak cz dpt gather ngn fmily . dpt buke n sahur same2 , n ta lme ag da na raye . suree besh gylerr ! na duit raye ;) age 16 ley dpt duit raye ag kan kan ? ley laa papa , mama pon bg aw . heee ^^,
i na collect duit raye bnyk2 , na beli dslr laa . my dream would come true one day , cewahhh ;pp . mntx mama dslr , mama akap ko na wtpe cmera toh ? ko bukan photographer ! aduhh , photographer je ke ley beli dslr toh ? grr ! ta kre i na bli gak dslr toh , wlopape pon yg jdik :DD doa an i dpt oke , if na beli an pon tape ! heee ;)

22th of august 2009

heyy sygg , u noe what ? dun pick dz date foe ur wedd oke . its was soo unlucky date , i guess soo ^^ cz what ? CZ I BREAK WIF HIM ON DZ DAY , shitt ! its was 1st of ramadhan , n its was a terriblehorribleandvegetable ramadhan for the rest of mylife ;( i cant forget him at all . he left me for another bitchh . vavi an ? u wanna noe what his reason when he left me ? he told me , u mcm BUDAK2 , lyke NOOB ! how dare he was , grr ! YES , I MMG MCM BDK2 . and dye toh mcm ABG2 , fakiyu laa sial ! but im cant forget him laa . bju dye sume ad pde i ag . bear n bju i ad pde dye ag , entah mner dye cmpak an ? hmm . y he change ohh ? dlu dye yg na sgt knl ngn i an , da knal tros buang i mcm neyh . ingt i smpah ape , bdo pnye org ! i gtao nora bout dz , she tried to help me . but i noe , tade hasil pon . i wont be tgether again wif him . i ckp kt nora tlg i lpe an dye then nora says alaa sng jea , ko ingt je kt abg ak iqbal . for sure ko ley lpe an dye hahah . jht je nora akap cmtoh an ? gler doe ! abg dye pon chumel gak ^^, im goin to forget him , if ta mylife got into trouble oke ?

22th OF AUGUST IS THE END OF OUR STORY !
GUDBYEE ABD AZIZ , THNX FOR EVERYTHNG
FAKIYU VERY MUCH , GRR !

godd , helpp meee plss ;(

yay ! i need him , y ? cz ilovehimdamnmuch ! shitt , cant forget him even for 1sec ;( wht should i do nw ? forget him ? NO WAY ! he's my everything . i lost him , datz mean i lost everythng ! i keep thingking of him , does he thinking bout me ? i hope soo ;( helpp me ! im trapped in this situation god . im his gf ? i dun know . i cant even answer dat type of question . if he was rite infront of me , i wont let him go away frm me . i want to hug him as tight as possible , yeahh its my words ! i dun want him to say gudbye , even once . he cant say tht ;( if theres only two choice between im dead o im lost him , i will choose im goin to daed cz i dun want to lose him . . reallyreallyneedhim ;( i dun know what to do , ilovehim but doesnt he trust me anymore ? doesnt he accept me again ? i noe , i do lots of thng yg dye ta suke . i neyh ngade2 , geditt , suke amek phatian . tp its myself , im trying to be myself when im wif u dady ;( i couldnt be somebody else . if i can turn bck time , i will do soo . yes , i want him bck ! i felt like realyrealy losing somebody . yeahh im losing him . im stupidstupidstupid ! plsss , i cant live without him .

its raining again ;(

situation neyh mmg difficult , i kne fitnah scandal dgn bf kwn sndri . spe yg fitnah ? gf dye sndri ! i ta sgke dye sgop wt cmneyh , even nw neyh tade spe ag trust me . ajis sndri pon 50-50 na trust i ;( soo sad ! i need him but he doesn't trust me , wht should i do nw ? irealyrealy need him ! i tamao ilang dye ! tp cner na akp kt dye sdg an dye ta cye i ag ;( shitt ! susa nye situation neyh ;( but swear i tade pape pon ngn echam , i angp dye abg ohh ;( cner na wt ajis cye kt i blek ? n pkre yg pling wt i sad , tdy i un ms . na un an dye pnye , tp dye da change pw . then g tgok po5 dye , i da kt 2nd topfrens dye . ad popan len kt 1st topfrens dye ! npe jdik cmneyh ? dye angp i ape nw neyh ? plss , i tana break ngn dye ! i reallyreally love him ;( only him in myheart .

dear god , pls hear me !
i want u to noe
dat i realyrealy need him for the rest of my life
yes , i do love him !
pls god , tell him im deep in love wif him
only u can help me
i got trapped in his heart
i cant find the way out of his heart
iloveyou dady ;(

imishyouuuu dady ;(

ohh godd , ta suke weekend ;( cant even meet him ! i want him owez by my side , 24/7 ! heheh . liul says ; kawen je doe ! ;) yes , i mmg na kawen ngn dye laa ! berangan , spm pon ta amek ag :DD ary jumaat arytoh da plan bek2 ne hug n kishh him after schl . acik plak wt spoilt [ siap kaw acik , GRR ! ] . i da tgu dpn pintu klas sk neyh , skaly tgok cpt je dye jln ngn acik . i pon follow je laa blkg dye , dpt gak pgg tgn dye even org rmi . who care ! eheh ;D trun tangge n trun ag , smpi bwh terserempak plak ngn ckgu pondan yg snap2 photo kt semtek muar toh . he's gossiper oke ! wif who ? diba pundek toh laa . then

he's says ; abd aziz b maslan , lame ta jpe . sehatt ? awek sehatt ?

ajis says ; ohh sehatt saje , gf ? sehatt je neyh [ pointing his finger at me ]

he's says ; saya knal awek awk . ellynda bt suriya kenchana

ajis says ; ohh gud laa

CONCLUSION ; see , sume ckgu schl toh bz body rytes ? kaw sibai laaa !

raining stop , sunshine bck ;)

dady ,im accepting ur apology ;) cz y ? cz ILOVEYOU laa . pls jgn wt cmtoh ag , my tao dy ley change . im giving u chance n time , take ur tyme oke ? honestly my akap , my ta na ilang dy even for one sec ! ur my life ;) my tamao org len , my na dy jgakk . oke frm nw on , my pon tak kan jeles sgt2 pasl mys toh . yeahh act my mmg jeles glervavi pasl mys ;DD muah ! pd my ad sume jnji dy , one of the promises u've break it im goin to kill u dady ! hehehe . btw , thnx for bringing bck sunshine into my life . bak kate bella ' tyme gdo air mate ta ckup satu baldi . tp tyme oke , semyum smpi tlinge ' :DD . betolbetolbetol ! dady , iloveyousoofuckinfreakindamndamnmuch ;)

rainingrainingraining ;(

to abd aziz ; dady , mumy ad wt sala er ngn dy smpi dy sgop wt my cmneyh ? npe msty na mintk sume no gurl dlm mys toh ? ta ckup er ad mumy ? npe ta ckp if dy mmg ta na my ? npe dy ? ;( ive got an answer npe dy da bruba . dy da bored ngn my rytes ? dy bru 1month dy kte coup . my syg dy tp neyh yg my dpt . pls laa wakeup , dlu dy yg beriye na knl ngn my and at last neyh yg my dpt :( my ta expect lngsung dy akn wt cmneyh ! ape function my dlm idop dy ? nora da lme tao pasl hal neyh tp dye ta nak gtao my cz dye tanak my sad . at last my yg tao sndri , my bodoh dy cz plih dy ! my nyesal ;( thnx dy , ive appreciate it !

my hati manis ;) p/s ; imishhyouu !

hell-yeahh , my twins ! meet adriana . she's my twins babe ;) kt mner yg sme nye ? ermm , take a look for ur self laa :) ktorg knal since standard 3 ohh . lame rytes ? yeahh ! tyme toh sume budak hingusan ag ;DD nw i noe dye tgh sad bcz of smthng . n i wish i could cheer her up ! p/s ; hunn , tpya laar nges pasl dye ! kat lua toh rmi ag dudes yg hott dri dye na an u . JUST FORGET HIM , BE STRONG N SMILE SMILE SMILE :)

ayien ayien ayien ;) my lesbo ! iloveyou laaa ;) ermm , npe nw kte da ta cm dlu eyh ? since ak pinda SEMTEK MUAR , kt da jrg hangout n spend tyme together ;( y ohh ? ko da lpe ak er ? i hope not ! ak na cm dlu , owez hangout n ktawe samesame . n kte da lme ta gossip2 ! WAN SHAZREEN , I MISHH YOUU SOO MUCHH ;(

kikki , imy laa sis ! npe u da jrg tego i ohh ? i ad wt sala er ? i tao u da cont stdy msty u bz , but klo i online mys i tgok u online tp u ta cmnt i ponn ;( i yg cmnt u , toh ponn u ta rep . . if i ad wt sala , u akap laaa . btw , imishhyouu !


zylaaaaa , kaw serabai doe ! :DD weyh , ak syg kaw ohh ;) kaw kwn skepale ngn ak , kaw ponn slalu cite probs ko kt ak soo ko jgn wt hal ;) ermmm , weyh tpaya akap blkg2 pasl ajis dkt kak mira aw . ak jea tao ajis toh cner , ak ta na mara ko but ko tpya akap pasl dye ok ? btw , ko stay je laa ngn abu ko toh . SWEET doe ! :DD tptp jgn smpi kantoi surat ag suda laa .

yeaahh , 3siblings yg chumel ! sya , min , nana ;) i ponn tatao cner ley rpat ngn dorunk but they're awesome ! sumpahh epy tyme ngn dorunk , asek na tawe jea :DD heyt , dorunk sume single oke ? dorunk hott n superduper frens ! ily laaa ;)


oshienn , imy laa adikk ;( still majok ngn i er ? heytt , soryy laa ! mukan i delete u dri frens i , tp tyme toh mys i kne hack soo sume frens have been deleted ;( i cmnt u tapena rep ohh , jgn laa cmneyh . . dlu kte rapat rytes ? since both of us knal meowmeow toh , both of us gettin closer . nw ? we're far apart ;(

bieeoreoo ;) anakzaidi neyhh ;DD heytt , imy laa babes ! mishh gler na buli u , ngehngeh ! kte same rytes , suke mam oreo ? heheh ! btw , bler na dtg mua ? mao duushh u laa . heytt , klo online mys cmnt2 laa . da lme kte ta gossip2 .

wawa ;) imyimyimy ! sygg , mner u pegi hah ? da lme ta tgok u date ;DD btw i jeles tgok u laaa ;p cz ur page lawa2 ohh , heheh ! ad tyme ley laa ajar i eyh ? muah , ily !

anne anne anne ;) imy hunn ! heyt , tamao sad sad . fokus pmr yeahh ! anne anne chaiyok chaiyok ! i noe u can do it hunn . nty pas pmr kte hangout yeahh ! btw , keep ur photo kawaii ;)

heyy , korunk ad nmpk bdk neh ta ? heheh ! yeahh, its ameyrul syafiq ;) n i cl him ' meowmeow ' . y ? tapya tao laa ! ermm , he gone foe no where . im looking for him , yeahh i mish u a lott laa ;) sumpah ryndu dye ! he's my glergler frens , n ayien cl him ' sangapboy ' ;DD ktorg ponn knal frm myspace ,btw thnx myspace cz knal kn ktorg ! then he asked me for a shopping , so i ikot je laa ;) after datz ktorg lepak cc after skewl , then ad kua hangout . after dye move kl , i lost contc ngn dye ! ryndu dye pnye glergler laaa , haishh ! arytoh g kl ponn tade terjpe dye , wishh dpt jpe dye n hangout ohh ;( p/s ; if korunk terjpe dye , pls inform me ;)

AMEYRUL SYAFIQ aka CATZ , WHERE R U ?
I MISH YOU SOO DAMN MUCH ;(

me and mypurple dinosour ;)

'dady , mumy syg dady' i owez n will owez says dat . he's my everythng ;) yeahh , the name abd aziz was already taken by ellynda yup ! since when ? since 26th of june ;) hell-yeahh ilovehimsoodamnfuckinmuch ! i noe dye ta se-HOT other guys or my exbf , but i love him . he bring my sunshine back ;) coup wif him teach me how to solve probs , huh ! soo many probs since i coup ngn dye . but i tao , its not his fault n he also dun want things likes diz happen . everythng got difficult , i can't meet him at schl , can't even date him . but for me , dats schl was ' gler kuno ' soo i still meet him n even hug him . who care rytes ? ;) yeahh , sume ckgu schl toh mmg ' melodi ' pnye mlut . cant even shut for one min , huh !

umi diba says ; ell , r u sure na continue ur relationship wif ajis ?
ell says ; yes , im really really sure ! y ?
diba says ; i dun thnk ur relationship end wif married
ell says ; yeahh , hw do u noe ? ur god ?

schl neyh mmg vunguk , n even their teachers really really kuno ! i dunno why this fuckingshit owez busybody my privacy wif ajis . i love him n soo what wif them rytes ? huh ! and nw they had my hp n simcard , yeahh i noe the whole bilik guru had seen my single photo and my photo wif ajis . its my privacy laaa ! IHATETHEMSOODMNMUCH ! thnx ceroboh my privacy ;) frm one probs to another probs , yeahh dats me ellynda ! i cry frm day to day , and he keep give me support . i dun want to get him into trouble cz he goin to take his spm dz year . but i noe , i cant harungi dz probz alone . INEEDHIM , yes i do need him ! i sgup kne pape jea as long as im still wif him , i dun to lose him ! on 26th of july , its our 1st anniversary . on dat day , he's weird ! he keep rushing to go bck to hostel . i noe dye ngn echam , but pls think bout me ;( im waiting for him for 3hours n i meet for him for 20mins only , huh ! at dat tyme , i juz wanna say ' IHATEYOU ' .

ell says ; dady , u differ tuday !
ajis says ; differ ? mner ade
ell says ; yes u are !
ajis says ; mengarut laa , dy cm bese je neyh . heyt , dy blek nw eyh ? echam da mara toh
ell says ; heyy , g je laa . klo tao cm neyh , bek tpya meet
ajis says ; dy mukan sngje an na blek sni late , papa yg bli an tiket
ell says ; yeah , pape je laa
ajis says ; da ta na pndg muke dy ag er ?
ell says ; na blek en tdy ? blek je laa .
ajis says ; ok fine !
ell says ; COUPLE FOR 1 MONTH CM TADE FUNCTION !
ajis says ; hah ? pardon ?
ell says ; yeahh , i dun even get anythng tuday . i guess tuday would be somthng special n i wont forget . tekaan my sala . thnx wat mumy cmney !
ajis says ; my na ape ? sory present ta sempat beli
ell says ; mumy ta ingin ponn present dri dady , my na hug na kish . b4 dz , my ta mntak ponn mmg dpt . but tuday ? dy rushung na blek hostel rytes ?
ajis says ; sory mumy , dy mukan sorunk . dy ngn echam
ell says ; echam or my ag important ? ( im started to cry )
ajis says ; of course u re more important ! heyy , jgn nges laa !
ell says ; who care klo my na nges ponn !
ajis says ; im soryy mumy ! im soo soryy ;( pls stop crying !
ell says ; too late dy , my terasa sgt !
ajis says ; mumy iloveyou ( he kish me )

ABD AZIZ , ILOVEYOU !
YES , I DO LOVE YOU ;)

ell ell ell ;)

heyt , morning ;) . ermm , ellynda the name was given by both of my parent . peeps cl me ell , short n easy to remember laaa hunn :) sometimes ade jgakk pngil i oreo , myb sbb i suke sanatsanat mam oreo kott ;p MAYBE ! hahah . btw , im sweet 16 :) yay , honeymoon year oke ? what else u wanna noe bout me ? i do live in muar , kinda rural place ;) but i dun even care as long as i've myfmily , MyLilRedMonster ( later im goin to tell u who is that ) JENG JENG xDD n myfrens ;) hobby yeahh ? hurmm . . blogging , myspacing , online shoping n hangout ! yeahh , im a big spender . got probs babes ? hahah ! SHOUT ; im taken im taken im taken ! by who ? later i story :) i think datz enuf foe diz title , fuhh penat larr x) p/s ; im goin to write more n more blog , so jz read it n drop a few cmmnt if you have to ;) fafai !