SELAMAT BERPUASA ^^

OMG , lpe na wishh an ? todayy da pose ke4 kott , soryy guys lpe na wish ^^, okeoke , nw i wish . ehem ehem SELAMAT BERPUASA BG UMAT ISLAM , TA POSE TALEY RAYE OKE ? :DD heheh . i akap kt org , cm laa i ley pose an an ? beeshh ohh bulan pose neyh . sume na mam ad jea , ag2 kebab ! susa toh na crik tyme ary bese :) air pon same , mcm wrne ad . ahahah , jz pick n pay . bg yg mls laa ^^ bulan pose neyh , beshh gak cz dpt gather ngn fmily . dpt buke n sahur same2 , n ta lme ag da na raye . suree besh gylerr ! na duit raye ;) age 16 ley dpt duit raye ag kan kan ? ley laa papa , mama pon bg aw . heee ^^,
i na collect duit raye bnyk2 , na beli dslr laa . my dream would come true one day , cewahhh ;pp . mntx mama dslr , mama akap ko na wtpe cmera toh ? ko bukan photographer ! aduhh , photographer je ke ley beli dslr toh ? grr ! ta kre i na bli gak dslr toh , wlopape pon yg jdik :DD doa an i dpt oke , if na beli an pon tape ! heee ;)

22th of august 2009

heyy sygg , u noe what ? dun pick dz date foe ur wedd oke . its was soo unlucky date , i guess soo ^^ cz what ? CZ I BREAK WIF HIM ON DZ DAY , shitt ! its was 1st of ramadhan , n its was a terriblehorribleandvegetable ramadhan for the rest of mylife ;( i cant forget him at all . he left me for another bitchh . vavi an ? u wanna noe what his reason when he left me ? he told me , u mcm BUDAK2 , lyke NOOB ! how dare he was , grr ! YES , I MMG MCM BDK2 . and dye toh mcm ABG2 , fakiyu laa sial ! but im cant forget him laa . bju dye sume ad pde i ag . bear n bju i ad pde dye ag , entah mner dye cmpak an ? hmm . y he change ohh ? dlu dye yg na sgt knl ngn i an , da knal tros buang i mcm neyh . ingt i smpah ape , bdo pnye org ! i gtao nora bout dz , she tried to help me . but i noe , tade hasil pon . i wont be tgether again wif him . i ckp kt nora tlg i lpe an dye then nora says alaa sng jea , ko ingt je kt abg ak iqbal . for sure ko ley lpe an dye hahah . jht je nora akap cmtoh an ? gler doe ! abg dye pon chumel gak ^^, im goin to forget him , if ta mylife got into trouble oke ?

22th OF AUGUST IS THE END OF OUR STORY !
GUDBYEE ABD AZIZ , THNX FOR EVERYTHNG
FAKIYU VERY MUCH , GRR !

godd , helpp meee plss ;(

yay ! i need him , y ? cz ilovehimdamnmuch ! shitt , cant forget him even for 1sec ;( wht should i do nw ? forget him ? NO WAY ! he's my everything . i lost him , datz mean i lost everythng ! i keep thingking of him , does he thinking bout me ? i hope soo ;( helpp me ! im trapped in this situation god . im his gf ? i dun know . i cant even answer dat type of question . if he was rite infront of me , i wont let him go away frm me . i want to hug him as tight as possible , yeahh its my words ! i dun want him to say gudbye , even once . he cant say tht ;( if theres only two choice between im dead o im lost him , i will choose im goin to daed cz i dun want to lose him . . reallyreallyneedhim ;( i dun know what to do , ilovehim but doesnt he trust me anymore ? doesnt he accept me again ? i noe , i do lots of thng yg dye ta suke . i neyh ngade2 , geditt , suke amek phatian . tp its myself , im trying to be myself when im wif u dady ;( i couldnt be somebody else . if i can turn bck time , i will do soo . yes , i want him bck ! i felt like realyrealy losing somebody . yeahh im losing him . im stupidstupidstupid ! plsss , i cant live without him .

its raining again ;(

situation neyh mmg difficult , i kne fitnah scandal dgn bf kwn sndri . spe yg fitnah ? gf dye sndri ! i ta sgke dye sgop wt cmneyh , even nw neyh tade spe ag trust me . ajis sndri pon 50-50 na trust i ;( soo sad ! i need him but he doesn't trust me , wht should i do nw ? irealyrealy need him ! i tamao ilang dye ! tp cner na akp kt dye sdg an dye ta cye i ag ;( shitt ! susa nye situation neyh ;( but swear i tade pape pon ngn echam , i angp dye abg ohh ;( cner na wt ajis cye kt i blek ? n pkre yg pling wt i sad , tdy i un ms . na un an dye pnye , tp dye da change pw . then g tgok po5 dye , i da kt 2nd topfrens dye . ad popan len kt 1st topfrens dye ! npe jdik cmneyh ? dye angp i ape nw neyh ? plss , i tana break ngn dye ! i reallyreally love him ;( only him in myheart .

dear god , pls hear me !
i want u to noe
dat i realyrealy need him for the rest of my life
yes , i do love him !
pls god , tell him im deep in love wif him
only u can help me
i got trapped in his heart
i cant find the way out of his heart
iloveyou dady ;(

imishyouuuu dady ;(

ohh godd , ta suke weekend ;( cant even meet him ! i want him owez by my side , 24/7 ! heheh . liul says ; kawen je doe ! ;) yes , i mmg na kawen ngn dye laa ! berangan , spm pon ta amek ag :DD ary jumaat arytoh da plan bek2 ne hug n kishh him after schl . acik plak wt spoilt [ siap kaw acik , GRR ! ] . i da tgu dpn pintu klas sk neyh , skaly tgok cpt je dye jln ngn acik . i pon follow je laa blkg dye , dpt gak pgg tgn dye even org rmi . who care ! eheh ;D trun tangge n trun ag , smpi bwh terserempak plak ngn ckgu pondan yg snap2 photo kt semtek muar toh . he's gossiper oke ! wif who ? diba pundek toh laa . then

he's says ; abd aziz b maslan , lame ta jpe . sehatt ? awek sehatt ?

ajis says ; ohh sehatt saje , gf ? sehatt je neyh [ pointing his finger at me ]

he's says ; saya knal awek awk . ellynda bt suriya kenchana

ajis says ; ohh gud laa

CONCLUSION ; see , sume ckgu schl toh bz body rytes ? kaw sibai laaa !

raining stop , sunshine bck ;)

dady ,im accepting ur apology ;) cz y ? cz ILOVEYOU laa . pls jgn wt cmtoh ag , my tao dy ley change . im giving u chance n time , take ur tyme oke ? honestly my akap , my ta na ilang dy even for one sec ! ur my life ;) my tamao org len , my na dy jgakk . oke frm nw on , my pon tak kan jeles sgt2 pasl mys toh . yeahh act my mmg jeles glervavi pasl mys ;DD muah ! pd my ad sume jnji dy , one of the promises u've break it im goin to kill u dady ! hehehe . btw , thnx for bringing bck sunshine into my life . bak kate bella ' tyme gdo air mate ta ckup satu baldi . tp tyme oke , semyum smpi tlinge ' :DD . betolbetolbetol ! dady , iloveyousoofuckinfreakindamndamnmuch ;)

rainingrainingraining ;(

to abd aziz ; dady , mumy ad wt sala er ngn dy smpi dy sgop wt my cmneyh ? npe msty na mintk sume no gurl dlm mys toh ? ta ckup er ad mumy ? npe ta ckp if dy mmg ta na my ? npe dy ? ;( ive got an answer npe dy da bruba . dy da bored ngn my rytes ? dy bru 1month dy kte coup . my syg dy tp neyh yg my dpt . pls laa wakeup , dlu dy yg beriye na knl ngn my and at last neyh yg my dpt :( my ta expect lngsung dy akn wt cmneyh ! ape function my dlm idop dy ? nora da lme tao pasl hal neyh tp dye ta nak gtao my cz dye tanak my sad . at last my yg tao sndri , my bodoh dy cz plih dy ! my nyesal ;( thnx dy , ive appreciate it !